Faceless Friday: Part 29

Once again, it is Faceless Friday, where I list out all of the things that I am grateful for, things that have rocked my face off in the past week.  So here we go:

Tears. It is a strange thing being grateful for sadness, but it means that I am still feeling. I have not shut down so much as to not get my feelings hurt. I still hurt, I still want, and I still need. The last two years have not calloused me as much as I had hoped, but that’s okay, that means I am still human, and still stumbling, and at least I am still doing something: living.

Alone time.  It has been quite a long while since I have had enough silence to hear myself… and as hard as that has been this week, it is still a much-needed thing, and for that, I am grateful.

Stalkers in jail. Yes, still grateful for this, and now that court has been over for a month now, I am starting to let it all sink in a bit more. It is still surreal that it is over, and I catch myself being anxious at times, but I have a feeling that will not last for long.

Knowing. That little voice inside of me that says, “hey, you are okay, you’re moving forward”. I am so fucking grateful for that voice, even if I don’t believe it most of the time.

Coffee. Duh.

Craughers. I still cannot find the words to thank you all for the support and laughs you give me. Thank you, YOU rock my face off!

 

4 thoughts on “Faceless Friday: Part 29”

  1. Here’s a great motto for you:
    “teach me to cry and when I have learned to cry,
    teach me to dance in the puddle of my tears.”

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  2. You know, you’ve always been extraordinarily strong and wise beyond your years! My BEST memories involve you! I will say this: “One who never makes mistakes, is never doing ANYTHING!”
    Love you!

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